derrick rawks

2007-01-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

it i s already the last sem, i am very confuse about wat to do after grdurate!! should i find a job or should i go stduy more. this sem is really very stress, stress till i cannot take it anymore!! alot of project waiting for me to finish!! my head is very pain!! however i know no matter wat happen i need to try my very best to overcome my fear and stress and finish all my stuff!!!

2006-11-04T09:15:00.001-08:00

i am so stressed!!!! last sem alr, so very busy!!! have many projects to do!!! how??? dunno which topic to choose!!! cux all very hard!!! how??? i very busy these days!!! so must book me ok!!!! or else i can't go de!!!!! ppl at sch are not very friendly leh!!!! i really miss you guys from sac!!!!! wish can go back!!!!

This post of Evelyn Ivy Chan Yee Nan's blog is purely tongue in cheek, written by her friend vanillazz. The writer of this post hopes that in reality, the blog owner, Ms Chan will like this post too.

2006-10-30T05:39:00.000-08:00

it is just one week of school start but i feel is like i am suffering in there!!! i feel that everyone in there are wearing a mask!!! i really feel tire!!!what is worse is i being scolded by someone !!! am i really stool big that he need to scold me!!! dunno why i feel sad when i being scold by him!!! he already tell me the truth le but why i still dun let go!! i wanted to be happy but i am sad instead of happy!!!

2006-10-23T09:30:00.000-07:00

it is back to school again for me!!!! my timetable is packed, so anyone who wants to meet me must "book" me in advance!!! preferably one month in advance!!! or else, you will not get to see me because i am very busy at school!!!! i think i am going to get a new phone!!! do you think v3i is better or ki?????? i like the both of them!!! went with june to see them on saterday!!!! will buy it soon i hope!!! my phone's getting faulty!!

*the above is written by vanillazz, using the style of the owner of this blog. (note the exclaimation marks.) this is to update the friends of the owner on her exploits and happenings in her life. even though it is written in jest, all that is said above is all true and not made up. thank you for reading.

2006-09-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

after a busy project, i am now very free. looking for a job but at a moment can't find any job!!! so sad!! hope to find a job soon !!! i am also worried about my MP/ SIP result!!! hope everything will fall in place!!!

2006-04-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

maybe it is time to let go the relationship!!!! since there is no trust between two of us!!!! he is getting bad to worse!!! i got the feeling that he no longger love me or he from the start till now never love me before!!! i am tire of everything!!! really getting tire!!! getting hurt again and agian is painful!!! i feel like just stop everything for once !!! then live back the happy life when i was single!!!!

2006-03-19T01:45:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is the day i going to admit to hospital !!! i feel scare!!! think i won't use to it staying there!!!very bored!!got nothing tio do !! hink i will be watching television for the whole day!!! sian!!! hai dunno will it be pain after operation or not!!! this will be the very last post before i recover!!!

2006-03-06T23:09:00.000-08:00

i am feeling bored at home!!! nothing for me to do!!! just rot everyday waiting time to pass by!!! even i play online game i still feel bored cos no one play with me!!! so bored everyday!!!! everyday is slep, watch televsion and eat !!!!last time before school break is every day trying to finish up project and thinking hoiliday come as fast as possible!!!sain!!!

2006-02-27T20:44:00.000-08:00

today i have gone to SGH to do pre admission test as normal is doing the blood test!!! when drawing out my blood is pain!!! luckily the pain last awhile only!!! after that go and see the doctor to take my height and weight!!!hai!!! sian!!! then they explain the fees !! it is very expensive!!! then explain wat ICU and ICA but i dun understand wat they talking!!!! but i know i need to go through two procedure!!! in addition cannot eat and drink one small of water through the night for the admission!!! so sad!!!

2006-02-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

having fever for days!! the fever goes on and off!!! can't find out wat is the reason!!! my bones aches for days liao!!!hai !!! hope i will get well soon so that i can meet up with everyone!!! sad!!! hope dun die !!!

2006-02-18T06:42:00.000-08:00

my blog like no one visit anymore don't know why lei!!! ash u call me update also no use no one tag me so sad!!on v day i quarrel with him and we nearly break but now we patch again!! however from this quarrel i found out that he is importance to me and i know i do not want to lose him!!! really love him alot!!

2006-01-17T15:36:00.000-08:00

i quarrel with him again!!1 this time is about my clothes!!! i have a feeling that our relationship won't last long as we almost quarrrel every week!!1 i think maybe because our character is difference!!! i feel like letting go !!! cos i am tired!!! but i wont say the word break to him, i will wait for him to say it himself!!! cos i don't want to make any decision that will make me regret afterwards!!! i feel sad actually !!! me and him will be together or not i leaves it all to fate!!!

2006-01-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

me and him stead for 5 days and have cold war now !! hai!! just like my blog say something is missing and that is his love!!! i am a lost sheep in the dark wanting to come back to the bright side!! hai!!! wat should i do!!

2005-12-24T10:19:00.000-08:00

this year i am not alone anymore not like last year !!! someone promise to be with me during christmas but did not fulfill it!!! alothough i came home at around twoam and have a good scolding from parents plus banned from going out, i think today is worthwhile!! realy enjoy myself today!!!

2005-12-21T04:57:00.000-08:00

i like more than a month did not update my blog liao cos there is nothing for me to write!! life is boring for me!! this week is my term test week!! sian !!! very tire!! i think i used to have holiday during december so now like during this period like very lazy like that!!! christmas is coming soon !!! hope i will enjoy going out with my friends!!! wish all of the people who read my blog have a wonderful christmas in advance!!! lol!!! i might take a long time before i update my blog again!!!!

2005-11-11T18:34:00.000-08:00

school have just started for one week but alot of thing happen to me!!! i really dunno how to handle my suitation!!! i really dunno how to cope with my life!! am i that useless!!! maybe i am !!! my life is in a mess!! who can teach me what to do!! i really dunno wat to do!!!

2005-11-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

i am with the person i like last time in the same class!!! i really cannot concentrate on my studies!!! although is last time like but why i still feel uneasy about him around!! i scare he will know one day !! hai !!wat am i going to do!!! hai!!

2005-11-04T20:16:00.000-08:00

my holiday have two more days before it end but i am not able to go out!!! sad case!!! after taking the medcine i feel that my condition did not improve !!! i think the the final outcome is go for an operation !!! hai!! i have seen my time table luckily this semster is not very pack !! it end quite early!! and i do not have to wait for a long time before next lesson!!! fri i end at 12 so those who end school early on fri can ask me go out with them !!! lol !!!!

2005-10-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

today the party for ash is very sucessful but to her i dunno is it sucessful or not la!!! but i really quite enjoy myself!!!although there are some unhappiness in the middle of today!! i hope tomorrow everything will be fine!!! or else then in trouble!!! i don't wish to think about other thing now just want to have a good night sleep !! but actually about the whole inccident of today i have dreamt before but when everything happen then i remember !!! sometime i do feel strange about this kind of thing!!! quite scary isn't it !!!

2005-09-22T01:57:00.000-07:00

i have not being updating my blog!! so now i have to do it or else no song for my blog!! lol !! today i go school to play table tennis with june!!! although most of the time is picking up the ball but it is quite fun!!! she play util quite funny the ball is flying everywhere expect the table!! next time we shall play badminton instead!! so sad as never join our fun!!! however in the end june manage to hit the ball on the table!! well done june!!! lol!! ash u really miss the fun !!!lol!!

2005-09-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

finally i have a new blog !!!so happy!!! my pervious blog become a mess !!!lol!!!!

2005-09-04T19:51:00.000-07:00

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